DeAr mR Dj aka Darren Joe

Its Been 4 yrs since we tok n met. . i received an unexpected msg dat he was coming back to singapore for a few daes. .

so glad im still being remembered. . definitely wanted to take e chance to mit up n apologise. .

supp to haf dinner, but i stupidly waited for 1/2 for him to call me, then realising dat i was supp to go to his shop n lk for him. . by e time i went, he wasnt there. he waited 1/2 for me n tot i wasnt gona turn up. . so he went for a bite. .

i told moiself, i hafta make sure tis time round we mit n catch up. . to haf a brand new start in our frenship. . n so i waited for him to close his shop n we went for drinks. .

he still remembered everyting between us. . frm hw and where we met. . frm hw he used to walk me hme frm wherever we were . . to having lunch either at ngee ann or sim (cox he was still a young lecturer back then) . . n of cox to me seeing him in liquid rm when i was w weelee, n runnin away frm him like he's a stalker. . dats e worst incident dat ever happened n he cant forget till nw :(

his mandarin has indeed improved alot..we asked abt each other's family. . each other's lives. . then i realised 4yrs .. wow! so many tings haf indeed happened. .

tis chap is realli smeone worth keeping beside, be it a fren, a close fren, a partner . . watsover. . he's one of e few guys dat i like dat prob treated me rite. . onli simplicity between us. . no tryin to be intimate before anyting else n stuff. .

anw jux wana sae im realli happie to haf found back one last fren dat ive been missing out on after weelee's incident. .

ive told him ive since then, learnt to treasure and appreciate frens ard me. . n i hope he understands dat that was moi form of apology to him as well. .

jux a tot...inspired by shaun

met shaun a few daes ago. . we were chatting n he reminded me smeting which i moiself haf longed forgotten abt it. . he asked me abt dewey n i . .

suddenly, i recalled im 27 nxt yr n he's 28. . and he said to me 2yrs ago, if im 27, he's 28 n we're still single, he'll marry me ahahahaha. . . still rem he said dat to me cox he asked if i was ready to marry him back then. . ahahaha

then i tot. . hw time flies n hw tings changed. .

if todae, i were to remind dewey abt wat he'd said n wat we'd agreed back then, i tink we'll both laugh till we drop. . e silly us back then. . . keke


u noe pple alwix sae whenever one person is at his lowest period, most upset period in life and runs into lil problems, he'll alwix turn to e person whom he can rely on. . then moi question is, does tis person u alwix wana rely on oso e one dat u hold closest to ur heart too?

when smeone in ur family passed away
when lil tings liek ur gum is bleeding n u nid to lk for a dentist
like when u plan to do tings like putting on braces, changing your image, cutting ur hair
like when u wana change a car etc

smetimes i feel, dewey n i, we tend to rely on each other too much . . so much so it smehw alwix tend to affect our partners. .

but at e same time, e tot of putting both of us together as an item will alwix give us a freaky feeling, esp for him. . n then we'll both jux laugh it off. .

n then i'll wonder, dat kinda laughter we both haf, ixit a laughter of fear or a laughter of denying each other .. keke . . watever e case. .

thks shaunie, for reminding me abt the silly promise he n i made back then...i shall go disturb him n update u on wat his reaction is. . keke