An AnGeL

Last nite. . 30th may was one of e most beautiful moments in moi life. . after so long. .

since sun, he has been giving me morning calls everydae, picking me up frm work every nite by cab, making sure i haf moi meals everydae. .

n naturally, tings developed between us. .

we had a long talk last nite. .he noes all e shit im into n he's gona get by entering moi shit life. . but it doesnt seem to matter to him anymore. . he finally told me e truth on y he was so against me n e two of em. . 1) he knew (A) doesnt like me . . 2) he doesnt wan (B) to treat me like a fling. . he told me he's oreadi told (B) to back off me. . (n is dat y, (B) hasnt called me for e whole wk?

i feel kinda touched. . it starts to shake me up. . wake me up alil. . y wld a normal fren be so worked up n so protective of moi feelings? to take e risk to fall out w his partner, his best fren?
all these while. .

has he been moi angel all these while?

im so afraid. . i told him im so afraid i'd fall deep into tis n then for him to realise its against his own principles. . but he assured me he wun. . n dat makes it even scarier. . of cox if he realli wun at e end of e dae, it'd be a hapie ending. . but if it happens, i'd be even more hurt. .

for so long, i havent found smeone who respects me n dotes me so much. . we spent e whole nite chatting, watching movie, eating n dats all. . no hanky panky n stuff cox he said he will respect me n resist himself. .

r all these too beautiful to be true? he's off to gold coast. . n im missing him so badly. . i tot i wldnt hear from him. . but :)

let's hope everyting will turn out fine between us. .

i noe e route is not gona be dat easy .. cox too many parties involved. . moi fren, his frens. .

but we've made up our mind, n i hope we can go thru tis together. .