sToP hAuNtInG mE!

everyting is almost back to normal...but y does he kip haunting me? smsing me asking me hw am i? thou he's not e one who causes everyting, but he's His best fren....maybe he realli cares for me as his fren too, BUT he jux reminds me of everyting dat has happened...e physical, mental torment...all e torture i brought to moiself n even moi family, moi frens, pple ard me.......

jux stop it! stop smsing me! everydae when i knock off, im so afraid i'll c his fren outside waiting to tok to me...when im out, i alwix pray dat i will not see him or his fren....

i alwix ask moiself, wat shall i do if i realli do c em? i realli wish i will be able to pretend like ive lost moi memory, totally dun recognise them n walk pass em like they belong to every other strangers dat i walk pass every other dae, every other min when im out. . . pls...tell me wat shld i do?

i jux wan to totally put this entire past behind me....after jan....when e last bit is settled....

i noe u care (or maybe ure caring on behalf of him cox he noes i will totally ignore him) but pls....i realli hope u will not sms or call me.....jux leave me alone...dats e best u can do to help me......pls................