uR cOnfEsSiOn, mOi cOnfUsIoN
u finally confessed last nite. u finally admitted.
im glad (for our frenship) dat u admitted.
but im still having tis mixed feeling inside me. u caused e both of us to slp so late last nite. . im so tired nw. . i had such a long talk w her last nite over this matter.
i can onli tell u im alil worried deep dwn in moi heart. cox i noe she's utterly disappointed in u. . so much so dat she's willing to give up e frenship w u. . not bcox of ur husband. but its bcox of u, ur character, ur personality, hw self centred u are to e extent she cant tolerate animore. she feels she no longer understand u. . cox ure not e fren she noes. . . i mean i dun wish to c dat our frenship for like 16 yrs jux breakup like dat!
hw i wish u can, jux for e sake of this frenship, stop wat u r doin nw, jux for tis once. i mean we've been letting u do wat u wan, everyting, everyone ard u alwix give in to you.. for once, can u jux do smeting for us?
do u realise how serious tis ting can be? haf u ever spared a tot for ur husband? haf u put urself in his shoes or c e entire picture frm a 3rd party's point of view? can u c hw much he's changed, done, SACRIFICED for u!? haf u haf u haf u!?!?!?!
haf u realised he was such an arrogant, self-centred person but has evolved to such an entire humble person bcox of u!? haf u realised he has done so much for u, for ur family? haf u realised hw much care he has given to u n ur family? without even asking u to jux give alittle to his family? haf u realised hw much he has sacrificed for u, by allowing u to haf everyting ur way till e extent of respecting u not to convert, not having to stay at his place but HE staying w u, not goin thru any of their ceremonies, customs? haf u tot of hw he'd feel dat u noe his marriage doesnt even involve any of his relatives to share tis joy w him?
haf u seen hw much he has done in preparations for e wedding? did u noe he was so afraid dat e flowers werent ready in time n hw afraid he was dat if u cant c e flowers on e morning of ur wedding dae even thou its not gona be any fault of his? did u noe he stayed at the bridal shop till 2plus 3am for e flowers jux before e wedding morning? did u noe abt all these!?! did u did u?
do u understand n c e picture hw much he has done for u during the entire funeral? did u c dat he was left alone by u during e entire funeral? did u realise he did not even dare to complain alittle and still did wat he doesnt even need to do during the funeral? running all the errands? praying to ur dad no Christian nor Muslim will ever do? Did u?!
u noe, i realli hope it's jux a folly of mistake dat u r making rite nw n u can quickly wake up from your senses before everything blows up. . realli. . cox i noe ure jux alil blinded for e moment by all the honeyed words n i noe u'll wake up.
i dun wish to see u wake up to having to lose everyting and end up with nothing in the end. cant u jux do us tis favor by listening to wat we noe exactly wat is gd for u?
y cant u trust me dat tis guy is jux out to haf fun w u!? y y y? sigh. . moi heart aches for ur husband and for u. .
haf u wondered hw much u gona lose, hw hard ure gona fall?
fine, not urself. haf u ever wondered wat if pple ard ur husband found out dat ure doin smeting behind his back n tell him? hw is he goin to face them? u noe dat he loves u so much dat if he noes it himself, he'd forgive u, he'll accept u still. but wat if he didnt noe it himself first?
tis is where ure SO SO SELFISH and makes me so ANGRY! u cant jux tink of urself all e time n tink dat everyting will flow when e time comes!!!!
U CANT! Y R U SO STUPID N SELFISH!
argh!!!!!!!
im glad (for our frenship) dat u admitted.
but im still having tis mixed feeling inside me. u caused e both of us to slp so late last nite. . im so tired nw. . i had such a long talk w her last nite over this matter.
i can onli tell u im alil worried deep dwn in moi heart. cox i noe she's utterly disappointed in u. . so much so dat she's willing to give up e frenship w u. . not bcox of ur husband. but its bcox of u, ur character, ur personality, hw self centred u are to e extent she cant tolerate animore. she feels she no longer understand u. . cox ure not e fren she noes. . . i mean i dun wish to c dat our frenship for like 16 yrs jux breakup like dat!
hw i wish u can, jux for e sake of this frenship, stop wat u r doin nw, jux for tis once. i mean we've been letting u do wat u wan, everyting, everyone ard u alwix give in to you.. for once, can u jux do smeting for us?
do u realise how serious tis ting can be? haf u ever spared a tot for ur husband? haf u put urself in his shoes or c e entire picture frm a 3rd party's point of view? can u c hw much he's changed, done, SACRIFICED for u!? haf u haf u haf u!?!?!?!
haf u realised he was such an arrogant, self-centred person but has evolved to such an entire humble person bcox of u!? haf u realised he has done so much for u, for ur family? haf u realised hw much care he has given to u n ur family? without even asking u to jux give alittle to his family? haf u realised hw much he has sacrificed for u, by allowing u to haf everyting ur way till e extent of respecting u not to convert, not having to stay at his place but HE staying w u, not goin thru any of their ceremonies, customs? haf u tot of hw he'd feel dat u noe his marriage doesnt even involve any of his relatives to share tis joy w him?
haf u seen hw much he has done in preparations for e wedding? did u noe he was so afraid dat e flowers werent ready in time n hw afraid he was dat if u cant c e flowers on e morning of ur wedding dae even thou its not gona be any fault of his? did u noe he stayed at the bridal shop till 2plus 3am for e flowers jux before e wedding morning? did u noe abt all these!?! did u did u?
do u understand n c e picture hw much he has done for u during the entire funeral? did u c dat he was left alone by u during e entire funeral? did u realise he did not even dare to complain alittle and still did wat he doesnt even need to do during the funeral? running all the errands? praying to ur dad no Christian nor Muslim will ever do? Did u?!
u noe, i realli hope it's jux a folly of mistake dat u r making rite nw n u can quickly wake up from your senses before everything blows up. . realli. . cox i noe ure jux alil blinded for e moment by all the honeyed words n i noe u'll wake up.
i dun wish to see u wake up to having to lose everyting and end up with nothing in the end. cant u jux do us tis favor by listening to wat we noe exactly wat is gd for u?
y cant u trust me dat tis guy is jux out to haf fun w u!? y y y? sigh. . moi heart aches for ur husband and for u. .
haf u wondered hw much u gona lose, hw hard ure gona fall?
fine, not urself. haf u ever wondered wat if pple ard ur husband found out dat ure doin smeting behind his back n tell him? hw is he goin to face them? u noe dat he loves u so much dat if he noes it himself, he'd forgive u, he'll accept u still. but wat if he didnt noe it himself first?
tis is where ure SO SO SELFISH and makes me so ANGRY! u cant jux tink of urself all e time n tink dat everyting will flow when e time comes!!!!
U CANT! Y R U SO STUPID N SELFISH!
argh!!!!!!!
posted by cReAm @ 1:08 PM
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