mIsSiNg mUmMy aGaIn..

jux finished watching confession of pain. alot of mixed feelings again. .

y do pple wait till their loved ones die or are goin to die then they come to realise the importance of the person?

but it's not like ive totally mastered tis skill too. . of telling pple i love dat i realli love em. . never had e courage to tell moi mum, yi ma ma, godpa, godmum, daddy etc. .

shld i sae i like e show or not? i dunoe. . jux when i feel so sad, watching tis sorta shw jux kinda rub tings in, doesnt it?

if i haf e courage to commit suicide. . then i'd prob haf died alot of times. .

smetimes i wonder if i had chosen e other path, wld it haf been beta?

to live is not a bliss, but a torture. .

when will e true chirpy von be back again?

when will von c e rainbow again?